“A Distant Utopia” by Rui Zheng
“A Distant Utopia”
Rui Zheng
Long walks down the Drum Tower,
Past the iridescent vendors.
It’s another day,
At that familiar place,
On the other side of Earth.
Long walks down the Drum Tower,
Past the iridescent vendors.
It’s another day,
At that familiar place,
On the other side of Earth.
Let them be as fish,
Always fed, cherished, protected
But confined to a dark cell all alone
I’d rather be a fat, solitary blobfish
exploring like an albatross across the Bering Sea.
In sorrow’s depths, where shadows linger deep,
A heart adorned with hopes and dreams untold,
Within a womb, a precious life to keep,
Yet fate’s cruel hand, a tale of grief unfolds.
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A silent storm that rages deep inside,
A love so tender, now lost, and none can pierce,
The ache, the emptiness we cannot hide.
A life unseen, yet felt so deeply loved,
A future dashed, a tale left incomplete,
A mother’s arms bereft, her dreams removed,
The pain relentless, never to retreat
But in the darkness, glimmers of a light,
A love that lingers, though the child takes flight.
Though sorrow’s weight may seem impossible,
In shattered dreams, a strength begins to rise,
For deep within, a flame burns indomitable,
A mother’s love, enduring, never dies.
In whispered prayers and tears that fall like rain,
Her spirit finds solace, though scars remain,
She finds a way to heal, to rise again,
To honor the life that brought her joy and pain.
Okay this.
Okay that.
The stranger
Asked me.
Are you okay?
The hardest
Question to be answered.
¨are you okay?¨
Cannot seem
To find the words
To describe
The blankness
Of my.
Mind.
Confined to
The darkest corners.
Of my lonely
Canyon mind
The stranger stares.
Seeing no thoughts
Behind my
Confined blind
brown eyes.
The stranger walks
Away.
Not allowing me
To confine in them
But to confine
In my mind.
the love in my eyes glimmers,
reflected by the screen in front of me,
as i find myself questioning,
time and time again,
if love can truly blossom from oceans away.
love love love
a beautiful thing we long to experience
it can be wonderful
or it can be painful
it’s a forever kind of thing
with the right person
it makes us stupid
it makes us happy
nothing will change that feeling
the feeling love gives you
but with the right person
if you’re lucky
you’ll find your person
the right person
i found mine
one in 8 billion
you feel happy, loved
something i’ve longed for
you feel emotions you never knew existed
all for one person
the right person
how could one do that to me
i was cold hearted
intimidating
how
just how
could one person make me crack
but in the best way possible
thats when i know
he’s the right person
the only right person
During the morning of Misty Morning Lane, mist filled the air. It was as if an enveloping cloud fell from the sky. The bright porch lights illuminated the dark sky. The blinding sun was no longer blinding.
Chills shivered down her spine. The thick air intoxicated her lungs. The fog stung her eyes. The mist had led to misty thoughts.
At Misty Morning Lane, mist filled the air from dusk till dawn.
Cold, thin air whisked through my nostrils and sliced across my face like the blade of a grim reaper. I could feel my toes numbing as I trudged upward in the snow. Gusts of snowy wind howled in my ears like a haunted chorus of wolves. The storm threatened to throw me off the mountain, into the sharp rocks so far below. I felt the storm and my own fear like liquid fire in my bones, seeping into my shivering veins. Jetstreams of ice pelted my eyes, making them water. My legs burned, but I kept climbing, fighting the unstoppable forces pushing me back. I kept climbing through the treacherous terrain ahead of me. I kept climbing the mountain, carrying the fear in my soul. I kept climbing because I had to. And then, suddenly, everything stopped. The howling wind became a soft murmur, a memory of what it once was. Sparkling snow fell sparingly and gracefully in calm flurries. My body ceased to burn, because I had stopped climbing. I had reached the peak of the mountain. I inhaled the fresh, still air and took in the panoramic postcard around me. The aggressively gray sky had melted into a serene blue that touched the majestic mountains surrounding me. A river weaved through the mountains, glazed over with a veneer of ice. I was enveloped in a surreal, freeing silence. Warmth bubbled in my heart up into my face, and I smiled uncontrollably. Frozen in time, I had never felt so warm.
A donut without sprinkles is just a frosted donut
a donut with sprinkles is a kids favorite order.
Drizzled in strawberry flavored frosting
purchase a twelve pack and you become a hoarder.
Coffee on the side to compliment your donut
all together you have a morning idea of a meal.
Add some sugar to the cup and you have some taste
Put them together and you may seal the deal.
To start off your morning class you get an idea of it
A morning that’s calm and is filled with excitement.
Soon you look down to see that your smile is gone
Your teacher has just handed out your next assignment.
the soft flowy nightgowns
going high on the swings
these are two of my favorite things.
curling up by the fireplace
warm mug in my hand,
watching snowflakes fall from the sky onto the land.
running down hills
watching cars 2 on rewind,
lying down on the couch trying to unwind.
twirling and spinning
always statins on my shirt
hearing birds sing while I play in the dirt.
designer dresses and clothes
wooden toys handmade in germany
counting the stars, never knowing how many.
being chased by the moon
staring up at the sky
sitting at the park watching birds fly by.
baking cookies with grandma
watching curious george
drives with my grandpa, me shotgun in his porsche.
ballet, tap, and jazz
singing some tunes
always awaiting for the month we call june
“guess how much I love you?”
my mother always asked,
“to the moon and back I” say, looking back on the past
now that I think about it,
I remember that song
that song my dad sent me before he passed on,
now I can’t just do I must think and think,
for anything I do might make my heart sink,
not from the movies, books or shows,
but from the name calling of the people below,
sitting high in my tower all on my own,
wondering how I came to be alone.
the window bursts open,
a bright light shines in,
“come on, what are you doing?” she says with a grin.
i sigh, and slouch.
“it’s the end of my childhood, now the fun stops.”
I look back at the set with all the old props.
She smiles at me and says:
“not the end but a beginning, i’ll help you out”
and she did, without a doubt.
she made me smile and laugh,
new times began,
making new memories just like back then.
yes times are fleeting,
I won’t disagree,
but accept some new greetings and you’ll be just like me.